well you’d think that having an hour long bath would relax me and make me feel calm about my life and realise I have the power to make choices but instead I’m just terrified because I have no idea what to do and I’m sad all the time and everyone’s sick of me being sad so I’ve stopped talking to them so now I’m just gonna get drunk for the third night in a row, it’s Wednesday, l ol
I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.
Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.
Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you."